I just want to go back to the days where we will talk like normal friends. Without worries or awkwardness. That's what I want. I know it may be very difficult, but I am doing whatever I can to bring us back to those times. I am just sick and tired of being called a friend when you don't talk at all and I am the one who does the talking. Why is it so difficult to start over?

The way you're treating me is like the way you treat one of my friend and the way you treated me during Teachers' Day (That, I can understand.). If that is negligence to you, that means that you have been neglecting me for the past 4 months. Is it really a crack in the jug? I'm the one pouring the water while you are the crack trying to get rid of the water, going back to square one, or maybe it's back to non-existence.

Just like strangers.

I need an answer.